“Sponsoring a child at Haiti Awake is believing in authenticity. Why? Because at Haiti Awake we are who we say we are, and we do what we say we’re doing.” Pastor Steeve
Why not let the heart grow big with a love large enough that it breaks your heart and gives bits of you away?
Yesterday our kids had the opportunity to go on a summer field trip with Hudson, Polo, Dieussait, and Wesly. One of our goals as we walk through life with them is to expand their world, helping them to see possibilities they never imagined. Each trip outside of the orphanage allows them an opportunity to learn and grow.
Thankful for monthly support that provides the funds needed for days like this.
I journal a great deal, especially when I am in Haiti. But I've never really shared any of that publicly. But I think today is a good day to share a little bit of what I wrote back in 2013.
“July 15:
I am sitting at EpiDor waiting for Steeve. Maybe I will be able to bear the next few days if he visits for a while. The last 24 hours have been very difficult for me - emotional ups and downs . . . mostly downs.
I feel so isolated up there at Children’s Lifeline. I hope it will get easier as the days go by. I don’t know why I feel this way . . .
Sitting here, I am beginning to wonder, “Have I become too comfortable where we are at MTH?” God is definitely stretching me.
Micah 6:8 is running through my mind: “He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does the LORD require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?”
Evening:
Lunch with Steeve was encouraging. He had the words to say that I needed to hear. He reminded me of how the Bensons are leaving and it’s God’s plan. He reminded me that God has a plan for my life - each moment.
July 17:
Today I went with Hillary, Assiah, and Robenson into PaP to do sponsorship work. Three different orphanages. All so different.
July 18:
From Dan Huffstutler’s Facebook this morning. Luke 17:10: “When you have done all that you were commanded, say, ‘We are unworthy servants; we have only done what was our duty.’
What an incredible week of seeing a land God has not forgotten.”
This photo of this sign eventually led us back to the children I met on July 17 - the children we now have under our care.
You see, today, April 12, 2016, is a day that brought all of this full circle. A day when I can look back and see how God was working everything together for good.
Without that difficult week, I would never have met Tyler. We would never have become friends. And I'd have one less person in my life who gets me, gets my love for Haiti . . . and loves Haiti just as much . . . if not more! Tyler knows how hard that week was for me because he was right there to listen to me cry. We didn't know each other before, but we became friends and have kept in touch ever since. And I'm so thankful for that!
Without that difficult week, I would never have met the children we now consider part of our Haiti Awake family . . . children we feel tremendous responsibility for . . . children we know by name and love with our whole hearts.
First photo of Handy and me together. Such precious memories!
Without that difficult week, I probably wouldn't speak nor understand Creole as well as I do because a little over a year ago, Tyler introduced me to Gloria Board who became my Creole teacher, as well as a mentor. I love Gloria, and I am so thankful that God providentially put her in my life to help me learn and grow and understand more.
In June of 2014 Tyler and I got the opportunity to visit Gloria and her husband at their home in Haiti. What a blessing that was! Gloria has helped me in so many ways in understanding and loving Haiti better.
Today I got a series of photos from Polo. He was at our orphanage . . . and Tyler was visiting with some of his friends from Children's Lifeline. And I was so struck by the goodness of God in bringing all of the circumstances of the last three years together.
Partnerships in Haiti are so important. Those of us who love Haiti need each other. We can't do this alone.
“My God is awesome
He can move mountains
Keep me in the valley
Hide me from the rain
My God is awesome
Heals me when I’m broken
Gives strength where I’ve been weakened
Forever He will reign”
“I waited patiently for the LORD; he inclined to me and heard my cry.”
